November 3, 2016

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Today was one of those days The kind where I couldn’t find the right words

The kind I felt silly for even feeling the way I did

That feeling was back

The empty one

I can’t fix it

Because I don’t know why I’m even feeling it
Stop

You know why

You’re just trying to act like it’s not happening

But it is

It happens every year

Around this time

You want to cry

You want to be angry

You want to be free
Acknowledge the hurt

Acknowledge the life taken away too soon

But don’t stay in the empty place

It’s too dark there

You love to watch the sunrise and sunset
You need to make that ‘phone call’

Talk for as long as you need

Then hang up

Go out the door
And live. 

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